May 26, 2005 @ 7:34 pm by sean
I’m at my desk and the sun is shining it’s rays through the clouds directly outside my window. You should see it.
I was excited when I saw my parents for the first time last night in two days. But that didn’t come out. They were excited to, so I disagreed, and wasn’t excited. I wanted to be excited and tell them all the wonderful things, but I couldn’t. I could only be irritated. When I got the job I was really happy, then I went to the Vrazo’s and planned to be excited, then when Alyson asked me if anything was no, I said no. Later when it came up I got the job she brought up that I said no. Why did I say no? I don’t know. I wanted to be excited and say ‘drinks on me’ like in the movies. Instead, I just said, no.
Although the 80 mile roundtrip from home-work-home sucks, and I have library fines I’m too stubborn to pay so I can’t get any books on cd or learn french cds, this job is pretty neat. Uncle David works a floor below me and I get to see him. The people are super friendly. The work isn’t too hard, it just takes practice, and it’s good experience even if I’m not designing anything. When I got off the phone the day I got the job I jumped with excitement. I was alone then. But once I got around other people, no excitement to be found. Maybe I should start getting excited about everything, and just be known as an excited person.
On the way into work, I heard two of the new DMB songs on NPR. Pretty sweet they play multiple songs from an album. Not sweet the new DMB songs aren’t that great. I’m quite dissapointed, mostly – so far – because it doesn’t sound like Carter is usual Carter. It sounds like a straight drum machine on some songs. I’ve yet to hear the whole thing, but it might just end up another ‘Everyday.’