January 12, 2005 @ 11:43 am by sean
My heart lept for joy last night. Though my body was surely to nervous and tired to show it.
I left the photo-lab dissapointed because there was no developer. Then I stopped and talked to Dave Lamb for a few seconds. And if those hadn’t happened, I probably wouldn’t have gotten the ride back that I did. Does anyone have a word for glad, thankful, appreciative, and joyful? I’d like to know it, my vocabulary is shamefully small.
I’m wrong, and I’ve never been more glad to be that way. The truth isn’t what I thought it was, and I’m glad I waited to talk to her before acting on what I thought was true. Turns out it was so unbelievable for a reason. This is one of the first times I thought the best of someone before thinking the worst, and I’m glad it worked out this way, or else I’d probably not continue doing it.
I guess this is the part where I forgive myself. But there is always something more for me to be sorry about.