December 8, 2004 @ 11:18 pm by sean
Greatest critique ever.
Greatest ‘buff tug’ ever.
I’m going to be so sad when this is all over.
This semester at this school is where I’ve finally started loving God. I’m not sure that’ll ever change, I’m not sure one can ever do more than start loving God, but though I know God is at home and I can still love Him there, leaving this place kinda feels like I’m going to leave love. I’ve felt soo much love from my friends and from God recently and I don’t ever want to leave.
Life is so amazing right now. Even if there are things wrong all over, there is the potential to love, and as long as there is that potential, it will be. And there will always be that potential. I know it will be there when I go home, but I don’t want to leave this. I’m not sure life is really any different, I think I’m finally getting less cynical and pessimistic. I’ve been feeling really convicted about being cynical and I’m either being more so, or I’m noticing it more, but I’m really trying to stop. I’m just not sure it can get better than this. Perhaps that is what would keeping it from getting better.