December 29, 2004 @ 9:10 am by sean
“‘…He rebuked Sean and said, ‘Get behind me, satan; for you are not setting your mind on God’s interests, but man’s'”
Sean Application Bible
I told God I wanted to love, and He put an amazing girl in my life.
I told God I didn’t want to be selfish anymore, now, it seems, is the time for a large step in that direction. I haven’t lost hope yet, and I pray this not be the end and that it may be done another way; but she can decide what’s best for her and I can trust that regardless of my inclusion in her decision. If I can’t change the situation, I can change my attitude, even if it means changing my dreams.
She isn’t leaving yet, but to her go many apologies, many thanks, many prayers, much appreciation, and much respect. I hope someday I can tell her that in person.
It’s been a long time since I cried about something personal, though I wish the occasion hadn’t come, this is a welcomed change.
This just doesn’t seem real. I don’t want this to happen. I can’t let go.
“For the mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace,”
“and those who are in the flesh cannot please God.”
Where is my mind?