November 10, 2004 @ 2:10 am by sean
Perhaps these thoughts are what is meant when others speak of those affairs they commonly refer to as ‘feelings’ or ’emotions’.
Though some of them seem fairly irrational, I think I will follow them and see where they take me. It is rather unsettling to begin swimming in waters I have watched others drown in.
If anyone has any advice on trading shame for His joy, I’d appreciate you passing it my way. Supposedly that’s what someone who loves God should do, but I’m having a difficult time accepting that and even harder time doing it.