October 11, 2004 @ 2:14 am by sean
Pastor Edmond sermon quote of the day:
“When God leaves, He meets Himself comin'”
That’s from Feb. 9.
Service was great today(Sunday) even though Pastor Edmond wasn’t there. Rev. Rogers is a great preacher. I felt less white today and they felt less black to me, like we were all just people. I think it’s because I’m finally talking to people. It’s taken me a year. That’s lame.
I want to be a reverend. I hope they refer to me as ‘brother Sean’ sometime; ‘honky’ unfortunately doesn’t seem likely.
Today in church Rev. Rogers said a lady at church choked on her dinner and died this last week. Her husband got the call while he was at work.
That scared the crap out of me. Though that is really sad that happened, I’m getting tired of being so comfortable, so afraid to die because I love life so much. If I’m afraid to die because I love life so much, wouldn’t that mean I love life more than God? I should not be able to wait to die, to go and be with my savior. We all know what happened to the Israelites with they got comfortable, I don’t want that same fate. Instead of struggling to focus on God because of His blessings, why not just pass them on to someone else? Maybe I’m just lazy. No. I am.