October 21, 2004 @ 6:18 pm by sean
Maybe none of this really matters. Hm. Maybe apathy really is the solution and there are things more worth my concern. But when something so wonderful seems so close, but millions of miles out of my grasp, I can’t stop being concerned. Maybe I’m just afraid to look weak. Maybe this weakness is why sometimes I want to just walk away from everything and go live the solitary, mediocre life that seems to be my destiny.