July 12, 2004 @ 3:08 pm by sean
I know why people get high. Oh boy do I know. I went to the dentist today to get caveties filled. That gas is amazing. The experience I had just sittin’ in a dentist office gettin’ my teeth drilled was like nothing else. Well, nothing else besides the other times I had my teeth drilled. That is so cool. And that’s the effect from just one drug. If I wasn’t me, I’d expect I’d probably search out other ways to feel like that. The things I thought about. I felt in control, like I conquered feeling, because I couldn’t feel anything. Even though I was in even less control than ever. It was like I was watching it, and not actually experiencing it.
Good thing I have a lot of caveties. I’m going back in August. Heck yea.