July 30, 2004 @ 1:14 am by sean
Damn this world and its ways! Even once broken from the mold it has been forming me in since the day I came into existance, it is still painful when the unnecessary desires of this world go unfulfilled. I know I don’t need the singular luve of a female to be happy, but why then must it hurt so when she luves another? Jesus loves me! Why do I refuse to be satisfied with that?! I have complete freedom to experience the world, yet every time she silently says, “you’re only a friend, Sean.” I wish I were bonded to the ways of this world as if I were a slave. Though my heart is a target no longer, she still unknowingly manages an occasional bullet to penetrate deep.