February 9, 2004 @ 10:01 pm by sean
I remembered something else I wanted to talk about.
A many posts ago I said that I wanted only enough money to have my family and not worry about food shelter and health; I realized that’s a selfish lie. I don’t really feel that way. I first realized this I think a week ago. I was at the gas station buying milk, and I felt like paying for someone’s gas anonymously. If I had the money, I would have. Well, I’ve felt that way for a while I guess, not since just last week. There were times when I wanted to pay for stuff for Ben and Lisa when things were tight for them, or pay for a meal for a commuter friend, or pick up the tab at a restaurant. All the small things(If you just started singing a song after that sentence, I’m not sure I want to be your friend.). And of course be able to donate money to organizations and stuff. Elise said she had a garage sale a while ago and sold a bunch of her stuff to give money to the poor. I thought about what I have that I could sell, and I don’t really have all that much I could sell. I’m kinda sad about that, but kinda happy too. ‘Cause that means I’m living simply, and that is what I want to do. So anyway, I’ve typed enough today.