January 9, 2004 @ 1:01 am by sean
i feel like crying. i almost did while listening to the copeland song with the lyrics,
“and i need you, like the dragonflys wings need the wind, like the orphan needs someone to care, like heaven needs more to come in…..”
the only reason i can think of that would cause such things would be me leaving. or maybe because im tired. i had a headache today. besides the one around finals, i havent had one since before school started in the fall. i really dont want to leave. i will be postponing my leaving until monday if ben can get us in to the auto show before it opens. he said uncle phil is giving him a yes on it, so ill probably leave around 12 or so from here. hopefully thats a good idea. even if it isnt, its the auto show, so i dont care too much. i have to drop a class, so i dont know if i should just not go at all, or try to cancel it monday. it is soo soon. its only 4 full days away. at the start of the 5th full day, ill be in class at 8am. and then i wont see anyone from back home until march 5th. thats a full month and a half, and a little more. i know it isnt that long, and it might just be like in the fall where ill get so occuppied with school ill hardly have time to miss everyone. and i really want to see everyone back at school, ive started to forget what people voices sound like. well. i dont want to leave without certain friends.
someone was killed last night. im glad it wasnt me.