December 8, 2003 @ 1:23 am by sean
so i listened to ‘undecided’s first cd today. it was fantastic as it used to be. they were really quite talented. then i listened to mxpx live. oh man. i remember why i listened to that cd over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over some more. what a great cd. and what a band that used to be great. every song on that live cd is a good one. all 23. now that ive listened to that cd again, i think its goin back on my top some number cd list. and i owe it all to andrea clark. my first punk rawk friend ever who i borrowed the live cd from and never gave back. i feel kinda bad about that because she had love for mxpx in very large amounts, but by the time she let me borrow that cd, she didnt like them so much. she realized they were on their way down long before anyone else i knew had. i still have her life in general cd too. that one is cracked so i doubt it will play. im not sure where my buffalo cd is. ive occasionally thought of tracking this andrea clark down, but im not sure how to do so. id like to see her again and show her how much ‘cooler’ i am than when she first knew me. i was a lost preppy boy before i met andrea. with that first influence of andrea, i eventually became the all together lost boy i am now. i hope she cleaned up and found Jesus. i wonder where she is now. shes got to be 24 by now. maybe shell marry me. i hope she still pumps her fist at local shows.
so lets say there is this person who we’ll call you. you have a friend, male or female, and that friend is with someone of the opposite sex whom they like. you see your friend and the one they like together. now lets say that you arent someone most people consider ‘cool’, or ‘usual’ upon first meeting and you are only liked because you never go away. do you act like you normally do around your friend, or for your friends sake, do you play ‘cool’ to not embarass them? as stupid as it may seem, your friend playing ‘cool’ so this other person will like them, so do you shamelessly act how you normally do leaving your friend to play ‘cool’ and excuse your behavior in private? or do you try to be as much like what this person your friend likes would consider ‘cool’ so to make your friend at least look like they have ‘cool’ friends? because if someone has ‘cool’ friends, they must be ‘cool’ themself. now lets say you is me and now you tell me the answer. because you all are my friends and i want to know how to act when you are trying to woo someone of the opposite sex. id hate to embarass you.
if you can find it in your heart, i ask you to listen to mxpx this day. this is the day called ‘music i used to listen to monday’. dont let old school mxpx go unheard. long live mxpx. long live GSF!