December 23, 2003 @ 9:57 pm by sean
my mother is crazy. she goes from happy to pissed off so quickly. she says she wants to buy us stuff for our birthday and christmas, but then i cant think of anything i want because i know they dont always have a lot of money to buy me stuff so id feel bad if they did. so then i do think of stuff, and then mention that they didnt get me anything for a past birthday, and then all the sudden im a greedy kid who isnt satisfied with stuff throughout the year that they do for us. helping us pay car insurance and school and books and stuff. i was just joking about something i found at borders that was 60 bucks and said, ‘well you didnt get me anything for my 19th birthday’ and that was the end of a pleasant evening. and i wouldnt really feel bad because i know i am gratefull for the stuff they do, but she makes a big deal of it like im some terrible selfish kid. and then i cant talk to her the rest of the night because ill never say the right thing and shell be in a bad mood the whole time. i just put down 218 dollars for my back breaks and was not in a good mood because that is a lot of money. then i hung out with my sister getting a haircut and goin to borders. i came home in a good mood, was having fun joking with my family. then BAM! mothers pissed. i didnt ask for them to pay for the other stuff and they definately didnt say it was for my birthday. but all the sudden they justify themselves for not getting me things. i dnot really care if they dont get me things. they never have really gotten me much. there arent too many material things i actually ask for. so im not some spoiled kid. i usually have a pretty small list because i feel bad having my parents pay for things for me. i pay for most of what i own. but she makes us out to be these selfish spoiled kids who dont care about things they do for us and then when she says make a list of things i want, and then i mention they didnt get me something we become greedy children. i thought this night was going to end well. this would all be solved if no one bought anything for anyone.