November 17, 2003 @ 1:57 am by sean
well FIF was sure a good show. well worth the money. and my mom and grandma came! it was great. they just came for the day. they left sunday morning and are leaving to go back monday morning. and i saw my friend katie whom i havent seen in a while. and her friend she goes to school with came. the first time she heard FIF was on the way there. her friend was from latvia(im pretty sure thats not the correct spelling but am to lazy to look it up. its in eastern europe.) she was pretty cool. she had an accent, but i figured she was from wisconsin or minnesota or something. her accent wasnt very strong so i didnt really think itd be from europe. she had a pretty face too. anyway, the pit was a little annoying. maybe it was because there was such a mass of people. last FIF show i went to allowed for more skanking, i hardly skanked at all this time. its really too bad FIF is breaking up. i totally respect their decision and theyve got to stop sometime, but they are great people who make great music. i think they would be the band i would play in if i was talented and could replace a drummer.
ive got msn explorer, so its got news updates on the left side, and ive got it set for back home, and the headline right now is ‘workers uncover body in recylcing load’. thats efficient recycling. it makes sense. if i click on the headline, this window closes so i cant read it until im done here. there is a lady in sweden how found a way to turn carcasses into viable fertalizer. not for mass production or whatever, but for like planting a tree in memory of someone and using their cadaver as fertalizer. it makes more sense than a cadaver rotting in a casket. who is that benifitting? we talk about respect for the dead, but its their soul that needs the respect. what good is a cadaver with no soul? may as well fertalize a plant with it. a tree looks better than a grave stone. in my opinion anyway.
pastor told me today that he looks for me at service everyweek. that sure made me happy. i wish i could take that church home with me so i wouldnt have to miss it over Christmas break. sorry jen i didnt make it to see you sing today. with my mum and grandma comin i had to do homework to have time to hang out with them. i promise ill come another time to hear you though.