November 17, 2003 @ 2:17 am by sean
i suppose i should say this for all those concerned. it is my full intention to strengthen my beliefs through these current circumstances. i want to believe, and i do. i dont remember where it is, i think its in james maybe, but it says, “i believe, now help me with my unbelief”. so even though the unbeliefs have a strong potential to cancel out my beliefs, id really rather that didnt happen. i love loving God, but i want to be sure what i am loving is real.