October 30, 2003 @ 5:53 pm by sean
cross out the eyes everybody! it’s thursday thursday!
i sure didnt expect this wonderful weather today! its so beautiful. too im already staring at the setting sun. soon it will be gone into the night.
out of my faith and learning class spawned this great discussion with a lot of my friends back home about orignal sin and if we are born sinners and all kinds of good stuff, and its been super fulfilling and everything. its a little difficult because we are all emailing eachother and stuff, but im learning so much. this is one of those super cool parts of life. i love learning and discussing theological stuff like this, it makes life worth living. i dont know if i will cut through, if my heart will beat without them guiding me. im so thankful for all them always there to break my fall. if anyone else reading this would like to give an answer, thatd be great. email me and say whether ‘yes, we are born as sinners’, or ‘no we are not born sinners’. only provide an explination if you can give one, i rather have a yes or a no than a ‘yes because thats what my pastor told me.’ im also looking for verses to back your perspective up. thats super important. and put SIN in the subject line, capital letters and all. hopefully we can get some understanding in this car crash.
today we talked about death in faith and learning. i think its ‘grey street’, but the dave matthews song that has the line, ‘everyday’s a good day to die’ is a great way to live life. it really suck to die on a bad, depressing, sad day. even though i might think i want to die on those days to get rid of everything, in this house of cards, id truely rather it got knocked down a happy day. even if i may not have accomplished everything in life, my life is still complete and ive accomplished enough to give my life meaning. and of course i have the love of Jesus. today is one of those days. burn my village. make sure the person in it dies. adopt my customs.
hey, if anyone who has the other two thursday cds besides ‘full collapse’ on their computer and would like to send them to me before the world comes crashing down, id greatly appreciate that.
we watched ‘signs’ last night for a dorm event and discussed it. it was interesting. it was the first time i saw that movie because i really hate to be frightened. when i was a little kid, i would never sleep again after those movies, i wouldnt even close my eyes. but i let go of old ideas and it wasnt too bad. i still closed my eyes for parts of it. its was neat to see the faith aspect in that movie. mel gibson went from saying theres no one to trust, no one to trust, because of past experiences, to figuring out at the end. then at the end when everythings falling apart, he found someone to trust(God) and everything was ok.
well guys, although you thought its never over, my breathe has expired and i must get to my homework. if anyone finds all my ridiculous full collapse references in this(theres one from eachsong 2-11. some somgs more. i count 15 total), you win a prize. ill determine that prize later. this probably would have been shorter and sounded more intelligent, but i wanted to make sure to get in all the references i could. this thing still wont let me load a picture. im so dissapointed.